more journal writting ..

Jennifer Kuris how does one live each day going from having their best friend to be with every day to only hearing their voice for 5 min's a day that's 20 min's a eweek to hear how's he's doing to laugh , joke , flirt a little and talk about our lives can it be done iduno the phone time gets cut off before we really can even talk.... it's not his fault . just venting next month will be better ?

just how i feel these days..

Jennifer Kuris I hate having to fight back the tears every day of missing him just to get through the day , i hate that i can't even watch my fav show with out seeing a love sence and wanting to have that be me and him . I hate having to go through each day just to tell my self one more month down .... he makes me smile and not the w...ay a child can the way a husband in love with his wife can .