I seem Happy today !.... Since last year God has been trying to tell me that he wants me to commune with him and I didn't really understand that word [ Commune ] to talk ... to vent ... Well I am doing that more fully now I know that God is listing and waiting to comfort me ... I know that there can only be one person that understands just to the '' t'' what I'm feeling and going through . I know that I must communicate with God and Erik . It's true that the two most important people that I should give all my self to is God first and then first and fuller more my husband . I Love Erik deeply ....

Life is a Journey !...

Things right now are just really Quite so to speak there is only 2 and half months until Erik Comes Home and I can't even imagine the Idea of seeing him again . Even though I daydream about him everyday , I look at his pictures every day ... [ I will half to have water proof Mascara on ] just to keep from looking like a wreak. Last time that we saw each other I didn't show the excitement like I had imagined I would . So I'm going to do my very Best to run and jump in to his arms and kiss him . Lots of people say '' Oh I don't' know how you do it being a way from him like you do '' And the only true and real explanation that I can give is that I chose this Life when I married him , He knew when I married him that it would be hard But when two people like us share such a Love as we do It's hard to say No to A proposal like that .... I didn't know what the future would be like to a ''T'' but I knew that I needed him in my life spiritually and Proximately .. I knew from even a half point of dating Erik that I wanted to be in his life as his Wife and best friend for ever . People like Erik are one in a haystack of Hearts and I searched and searched Long and hard and in the meanwhile I told God exactly what I was looking for and needed . And God blessed me with all and much more . I believe that had I not listinend and Followed some of the Promptings that I had been given through God that Erik and I might not have met the day that we did .... And for that I am happy with My self for following those Promptings and I thank God for given them to me ... I have been given a great Gift to Endure many hard trails in my life through the family that I have and for the Gift of prayer , being able to talk to My Father in Heaven ... There is a Direct connection with God and Erik and I that I know is realistic because of Prayer...
So to those of you who wonder how I do it there's your anwser ..... I know that there are Great things in store for Erik and I to expernice and this is only the Begining !

Every time I look at this picture it brings peace to my mind and heart , of the Natural Beauty that God has given us [ we just have to be aware of our surroundings ] ..

I was trying new creative things , And so I sent this picture to Erik just reminding him of our promises and our Love that we have is Stronger than anything else we have .

Erik sent this to me I think he's trying to tell me something LOL! ;)

Ok so Erik and I have been doing the whole web-cam thing it's been great we laugh at play little little tricks on each other LOL!....
We've started this little thing were we have our I-pods and we'll be listing to music and tell each other what we're listing to and bob our heads , do some head banging and smile at each other and laugh at each other it's been fun and we laugh so hard at each other !....
It's really great how he's able to make me laugh on the spot , he can just do the cornest things or something really gross and i'll laugh !..... [ nothing real gross though] .... haha....
I will be happy when Erik and I can take more pictures together and fill this blog spot up!!....

Erik in Iraq...

Erik in Iraq .... just got these a few days ago...

My New Hair style!...

My New Hair style , I love it !!
This has really helped my feel sassy and great about myself .... [ Erik love it ;) ]

27 Birthday '' The Princes was Crowned''! LOL

I had a pretty Great Birthday Hannah and I spent the weekend at a hotel we went swimming and played in the rain and swam in the rain [ that was a blast] !! There was this guy in the parking lot that asked me if I was ok ? I giggled and told him yea.. I'm just playing in the rain, the rain was warm and great for splashing in ! Before that we went to Olive Garden and eate Hannah thought our waiter was very nice looking ;)
And so I had more cake then I ever have in my life I had cupcakes and cake that a friend of mine made They were all really good ! The only sad part about the day of the birth ;) was my Erik was not here . He did call Monday though and we talked for a good hour it was so refreshing and it gave me energy to keep going on with life for the next 3 weeks at least LOL... I miss him every day But there is something about hearing his voice , and laughing with him and sharing stories it's like his still here ... and that's a great feeling! And I remembered how he makes me laugh on the spot his comments'' I didn't do it and you can't prove it '' LOL!! with a chuckle in his voice it's one of the million little things that I adore about him .

Just a Random Perk , Becouse it's Love ....

Just Another Random Perk from my Erik!

March 23, Easter Sunday

We had such a relaxing Easter Weekend We went to church and saw our friends Hannah and her Mom Ann Plus Tammy and her Fiance James and the Elder missionaries one of which was leaving the area to serve some where else it was a Farewell day for all of us to say Goodbye to him . We All stood out in the Hallway Laughing and Enjoying each other Erik got a hold of the Camera at one point and so we have some very funny but really cute Memories of Easter LoL! It was such a Beautiful day Erik and I we're so Happy that He could be Home from serving in Iraq to spend time with his Family!
We spent some Good time at Home watching a movie and hanging out we love spending time together Justin can always find ways of making all of us laugh with his since of Humor [ He can ALWAYS make Erik laugh], and then all of us watching the show ''King of Queens and then playing Pictionary LOL OH MY GOSH it was entertaining watching everyone play and blurting out words to get the next turn!
Hannah took the picture of Erik '' pushing the church sign'' LOL He makes me Laugh! ....

Our 1 Year Wedding Anniversary!!...

Happy 1 Year Aanniversary Baby!...

We made it LOL ... It's a great feeling knowing that we got through the first year, and we can look back now and laugh, cry [ be embraced ] at all the times that we shared together. I truly Love My Husband , he is my best friend !
How many different way's can you tell someone how much you love them? , how many different ways Verbally say I love you ?
It's true that every time Erik says I love you it makes me so happy , And then when he says I'm still so in love with you sigh!... my heart melts and I grin from ear to ear And then i do my little happy dance , !!!! HEHE...
I love him !

Eriks Visit At Home was a Blast!

The week before was crazy I was running around town trying to get things done , I even had plans to go and get balloons for him and have them in the Living room waiting to surprise him . But by the time that Erik called to say Hi he was already on his way home and said that he would be coming in the next day [ that next morning ] !! .. I forgot about everything else I just wanted him home . So then I began to think about how I should wear my hair up or down and then realized once again that I did just get my hair cut so that I could surprise wouldn't have to worry about which way to wear my hair LOL !...
So Justin and I went the next day to get Erik from the Nashville Airport , we get there and it only took about 10 minutes to then finally see him walking towards us and he2 had this great big ole grin on his face! Now my reaction that I had all planned out was to jump into his arms , But I froze .... and instead just ended up giving him a hug and telling him I LOVE YOU !!!
So the 2 weeks that he was home was great we took pictures , watched movies and spent a LOT of time just two of us we had to find ways to sneak off , but some times we had it easy and did it anyway just to be funny We spent some time with Eriks mommie and daddy and their ''little dog '' to..... she's more like a small cute child! Renee [ Eriks mom ] cooked up some of her mean Mmm... Yummy Taco Salad !
And so for the most part we just lived a normal 2 and half weeks with him the way we all wanted it to be with Erik and justin playing video games and me Lovin on Erik while he played the video games and then Erik and I going to run around town doing things just being best friends!