I seem Happy today !.... Since last year God has been trying to tell me that he wants me to commune with him and I didn't really understand that word [ Commune ] to talk ... to vent ... Well I am doing that more fully now I know that God is listing and waiting to comfort me ... I know that there can only be one person that understands just to the '' t'' what I'm feeling and going through . I know that I must communicate with God and Erik . It's true that the two most important people that I should give all my self to is God first and then first and fuller more my husband . I Love Erik deeply ....