Things right now are just really Quite so to speak there is only 2 and half months until Erik Comes Home and I can't even imagine the Idea of seeing him again . Even though I daydream about him everyday , I look at his pictures every day ... [ I will half to have water proof Mascara on ] just to keep from looking like a wreak. Last time that we saw each other I didn't show the excitement like I had imagined I would . So I'm going to do my very Best to run and jump in to his arms and kiss him . Lots of people say '' Oh I don't' know how you do it being a way from him like you do '' And the only true and real explanation that I can give is that I chose this Life when I married him , He knew when I married him that it would be hard But when two people like us share such a Love as we do It's hard to say No to A proposal like that .... I didn't know what the future would be like to a ''T'' but I knew that I needed him in my life spiritually and Proximately .. I knew from even a half point of dating Erik that I wanted to be in his life as his Wife and best friend for ever . People like Erik are one in a haystack of Hearts and I searched and searched Long and hard and in the meanwhile I told God exactly what I was looking for and needed . And God blessed me with all and much more . I believe that had I not listinend and Followed some of the Promptings that I had been given through God that Erik and I might not have met the day that we did .... And for that I am happy with My self for following those Promptings and I thank God for given them to me ... I have been given a great Gift to Endure many hard trails in my life through the family that I have and for the Gift of prayer , being able to talk to My Father in Heaven ... There is a Direct connection with God and Erik and I that I know is realistic because of Prayer...
So to those of you who wonder how I do it there's your anwser ..... I know that there are Great things in store for Erik and I to expernice and this is only the Begining !
