Hehe as you can see we love our daughter ! , plus she's always making the craziest faces .

we finally took a family picture

Pretty in Pink ...

I just love changing kristines dipers expecually when she pees while im putting a clean one on! lol

Life is Good...

BaBY ShOwEr !

I really loved how Susan decorated the Food table ! , the shower was nice Erik and I got a lot of things will need use . we had a good time , i'd have to say though trying to draw a baby with your eyes closed not so easy!

So tomorrow me and my big ole belly turn 28 . i never really thought of what if im ever pregant on a birthday lol! but hey its the way it is !
Preggo

Fwd:In memory of Micheal Jackson, let's all grab our crotch, have a moment of silence and just beat it.
Preggo

So i wanted to vent today ... i was sittimg on my couch just thinking man ive got to get up again and get water , or oh crap i forgot to take my vitumins , or eat lunch sometimes its just to use the bathroom for the 10 time today and its only 9:30 am! sigh... iwish i had the money to hire a maid and some to come to my every need i need a bell ! lol yah that would be nice bell. i get tired of sitting and then i get to tired to stand its crazt!!
Preggo

we went to the Renaissance Fair for Memorial day it was Hot and tons of people there But it was good to get away from the house and relax with friends and have some fun! Although the Line to see the Castle was REALLY LONG !! ....
But here are some pictures .

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My Pregnacey

This is at 5 and half months [ everyone tells me I barely look Pregnant] lol!

We had a great time in ca, we got to tour San Fransisco, and spent like and hour in Nevada!! hehe that was awesome !!....
Christmas was really nice I went cloths shopping for the new year and just took tons of pictures . San Fransisco is great for a photographer I could really spend all day every day taking pictures at the place Sacramento!

I seem Happy today !.... Since last year God has been trying to tell me that he wants me to commune with him and I didn't really understand that word [ Commune ] to talk ... to vent ... Well I am doing that more fully now I know that God is listing and waiting to comfort me ... I know that there can only be one person that understands just to the '' t'' what I'm feeling and going through . I know that I must communicate with God and Erik . It's true that the two most important people that I should give all my self to is God first and then first and fuller more my husband . I Love Erik deeply ....

Life is a Journey !...

Things right now are just really Quite so to speak there is only 2 and half months until Erik Comes Home and I can't even imagine the Idea of seeing him again . Even though I daydream about him everyday , I look at his pictures every day ... [ I will half to have water proof Mascara on ] just to keep from looking like a wreak. Last time that we saw each other I didn't show the excitement like I had imagined I would . So I'm going to do my very Best to run and jump in to his arms and kiss him . Lots of people say '' Oh I don't' know how you do it being a way from him like you do '' And the only true and real explanation that I can give is that I chose this Life when I married him , He knew when I married him that it would be hard But when two people like us share such a Love as we do It's hard to say No to A proposal like that .... I didn't know what the future would be like to a ''T'' but I knew that I needed him in my life spiritually and Proximately .. I knew from even a half point of dating Erik that I wanted to be in his life as his Wife and best friend for ever . People like Erik are one in a haystack of Hearts and I searched and searched Long and hard and in the meanwhile I told God exactly what I was looking for and needed . And God blessed me with all and much more . I believe that had I not listinend and Followed some of the Promptings that I had been given through God that Erik and I might not have met the day that we did .... And for that I am happy with My self for following those Promptings and I thank God for given them to me ... I have been given a great Gift to Endure many hard trails in my life through the family that I have and for the Gift of prayer , being able to talk to My Father in Heaven ... There is a Direct connection with God and Erik and I that I know is realistic because of Prayer...
So to those of you who wonder how I do it there's your anwser ..... I know that there are Great things in store for Erik and I to expernice and this is only the Begining !

Every time I look at this picture it brings peace to my mind and heart , of the Natural Beauty that God has given us [ we just have to be aware of our surroundings ] ..

I was trying new creative things , And so I sent this picture to Erik just reminding him of our promises and our Love that we have is Stronger than anything else we have .

Erik sent this to me I think he's trying to tell me something LOL! ;)

Ok so Erik and I have been doing the whole web-cam thing it's been great we laugh at play little little tricks on each other LOL!....
We've started this little thing were we have our I-pods and we'll be listing to music and tell each other what we're listing to and bob our heads , do some head banging and smile at each other and laugh at each other it's been fun and we laugh so hard at each other !....
It's really great how he's able to make me laugh on the spot , he can just do the cornest things or something really gross and i'll laugh !..... [ nothing real gross though] .... haha....
I will be happy when Erik and I can take more pictures together and fill this blog spot up!!....

Erik in Iraq...

Erik in Iraq .... just got these a few days ago...